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Random Daily Song

Finally..

I was so tired..

Of being flower..

Howdy!

Chara..

Are you there?

It's me..

.....

Your best friend

UTAI SARASHI HANA..

aneh.. lagu ini kebawa sampe mimpi.. tapi rasanya menyenangkan..

SORRY FOR BEING SO STUPID!

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FOUR GET ME A NOTS ELIXIR LYRICS

Artist : FOUR GET ME A NOTS

Title (Album) : ELIXIR
Release Date : 2012.04.25

Tracklist

1. Determination
2. Awakening 
3. Tears can change it
4. Cocoon
5. Untitled

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FOUR GET ME A NOTS - Determination

To keep my promise

That I had gave to you

Don't want to do anything to betray

If I face obstacles

I'll pull through to stay and live here

I'll keep screaming out here

And I will keep on singing out here

It's hard for me to be honest

So I express myself singing some songs

I say opposite things from the truth

Twisted in character

It's hard for me to be honest

So I express myself playing guitar

Because if I put it into words

People misunderstand

Cause I want to protect

The precious things that I have

Sometimes I may say hurtful lies

To love what is precious to me I suffer

Inner struggles and frustation

I'll look straight ahead

I could lose my own voice

And I could vomit blood but I'll sing on

Let's my emotions out

This one place I can be myself

And for that reason I still want to stay standing here

FOUR GET ME A NOTS - Awakening

The brainwashing that's on TV

And the useless information

Clinging bustle of the city

Desires swirling

Emptiness accelerates

You wake up to know the real meaning of love

You can only know by actually finding that real love

Such an obscure and uncertain thing

That's why at the end the only one that'll know is you

This joy and time of anger

This sorrow and this pleasure

It's all yours but if we could share this now

You'd have a broader view of the world

FOUR GET ME A NOTS - Tears can change it

If a small thing could change this whole world

I thought I could get back what I had lost

To cry tears one time is enough for a single emotion

Cause I know regrets will amount to nothing

Till my feet do not move anymore

I made my decision to brace and bear all wounds

But it's only your smile I wish to see in the end

Even if my emotions shoot out from my body it circles around the world

And comes back ready to burst any second now

As I raised my voice saying what I can't make into words

I kept running until the break of dawn and sunrise

That carefree smile of yours

That slightly low strong voice

Always taken by your hard firm eye

And dignified ways

The bell rang many times

But still could not get there

Though you stayed there for me

Trusted me

FOUR GET ME A NOTS - Cocoon

Even though I had so much I needed to tell you

Not a single word would come out

Knowing you made me nervous

Knew the feelings I had weren't right

But I had a bit of hope

Gathering feelings that come just once in a lifetime

Forced the lock and put it inside

And I knew very well that nothing comes of this

And I'll find no happiness here

In my dream you had cocooned me with such a warm smile

I felt good as my heart moved but there's no happiness here

If I'm in my own dreams no one gets hurt but me

I want you to be my only in this place just once more

My only one in this place just once more

I think you are a great person

I look for that light that you shine

I know that you hurt your ownself

At the least I hope I did not hurt you

FOUR GET ME A NOTS - Untitled

We can share it all bring back it all

We cannot forget must not forget

We discussed serious matter along with the nonsense in our lives

We let each other know with special words and simple words

We can share it all bring back it all

We cannot forget must not forget

So many things that became natural

So many rules we both made

And I know the things that make you mad

Won't stop for anything or kill each other's dreams

And even if we live apart our hearts will stay together

Though our strides and the sights we are seeing may not be the same

Even so we will move forward and go side-by-side

I'll let it all come out and I will fight it out

I'll see the many successes I'll see the many failures

But I will not regret and I'll find my way back here again

I have a harbor to go home

That's why our ship will go everywhere

Little My

gadis musim gugur dan pria hujan

kita berjalan berdua menyusuri jalan
aku menoleh ke arahmu
kau tersenyum..
itu sudah cukup.. bagiku lebih dari cukup
meskipun begitu, keraguan ini terus saja muncul
aku takut..
kehangatan hatimu, senyumanmu, kepolosanmu..
akan kuapakan semua itu, aku sungguh takut jika kau pergi
aku takut kau menghilang..
tetapi kau tiba-tiba memelukku dengan erat dan berkata
"terima kasih atas semuanya"
aku hanya bisa memaksakan senyumku, tentu kau tahu itu kan?
ya.. itu hanya akan membuat rasa takutku semakin besar
oh iya..
ngomong-ngomong, apa kau masih ingat saat itu?
duduk berdua di halte bus tua ini
hanya kau.. aku.. bau jalanan yang basah.. dan suara gemericik hujan..
ketika aku berharap agar hujan tidak akan pernah reda untuk selama-lamanya
kau menarik tanganku dan berlari-lari dibawah hujan yang semakin deras
aku tertawa mengingat betapa kekanak-kanakannya kita waktu itu
meskipun begitu, aku sangat senang
terima kasih banyak hujan..
semoga hari ini, esok, lusa dan selamanya kau akan terus membasahiku